HAI!!!!!!

sorry for the long wait..... i have soo much work to do.SAT's , finals going back to Malaysia. I miss everyone there. I miss the air, the heat and everything there. and most important i miss my friends and family.  they mean a lot to me. <3<3 only god knows 


how much i miss them, how they are always in my dreams and my heart

I DONT BELIEVE IT

1: in digital photo: we learn about how do ads affects people's lives? it was horrible. before your 16th birthday, teens have seen 75,000 ads on alcohol so when they are 21, they'll buy their product. WHAT!!!!! that is so cruel. the ads should prevent people from drinking not encouraging.  and the pictures of sexy artists are fake. they edit their body using photoshop to make them look beautiful but actually in reality they are not. now teens are trying to loose weight  to be like the models. That is soo sick. this will make teens have low self esteem, being mocked and teased all aroud. and also lead to anoroxia. i believe that people should tell the truth, that will make the world to be a better place.

Happy,tired,confuse, all mixed together

I went to Florida and DC and had an awesome time there. Yay but it was tiring still because we drove there. The fist day of school after vacation..... freaking cold.  i almost became a popsicle.hahahahha. Since my mind is back to reality, I have to think of a lot of things. like WHAT  DO I WANT  TO BE AFTER HIGH SCHOOL?WHAT JOB SHOULD I HAVE AND HOW WOULD I LIVE? I have NNNOOOOO Freaking idea.  Help me!!!

MY DEAREST AUNT THAT I LOVE SOO MUCH

Wak Ida, I would like to say Happy Birthday. Thanks for being there when i need you, spoiling me, loving me and being the BEST AUNT EVER. I dont know how to pay you back for everything that you have done to me but for now, the only thing i can say is I love you soo much and would never wish for another aunt to replace you ......... This is poem is for you .....

Sometimes I know the words to say
Give thanks for all you've done
But then they fly up and away
As quickly as they come

How could I possibly thank you enough
The one who makes me whole
The one to whom I owe my life
The forming of my soul

The one who tucked me in at night
The one who stopped my crying
The one who is an expert
At knowing when I am lying

The one who makes such sacrifices
To always put me first
Who lets me test my broken wings
No matter how much it hurts

Who bought my first laptop
Who endured my boring days
Who always said something funny
That mattered in oh-so-many ways

For accepting me as I changed
Accepting all my flaws
Not loving ‘cause you had to
But loving just because

For never giving up on me
Even when your nerves had reached the end
For always being proud of me
For being my best friend

So thank you Auntie for everything
Thank you for letting me cheat
That's how I always win
Thank you for letting me be spoiled
And most of all thank you for being there
To the very end!

MY DAY

well let see, today is a good + bad day. good that ni history test but bad that i have to do it on monday and have to study for it during the weekend. and photo, dont even start thinking about it. i have to make a pop-up card (which is hard enough) and photoshop starts being a pain by not coorporating with me. i was like " PHOTOSHOP, YOU'RE DEAD" i'll make sure that it will be bloody . hahahahhaha but that project made me think, what is going to happen in the future? will it be deadly and depresses? will it be full with happiness and technology? will there be war? will people live in water/land/in space? i dont know, i imagine the world to be peaceful, living in every parts of the universe and full with technoogies. looking in the future is fun but sometimes scary..... i think that all for now. bye

READING

Reading is suppossed to be fun but now its spolied because i have to take notes. reading is for you to imagine things, release you tension,cry,laugh,smile,ignore everyone in the world (i usualy get hit by Sue for not listening to what she says when im reading). reading is also a way to gain knowledge. but reading a literature book spoils my points of view... GREAT EXPECTATIONS why are you soo hard so read and soo boring.

Happy Birthday Mom

YAY. Its a halfday today and its THANKSGIVING DAY tomorrow. it actually mom's bitrthday... HAPPY BIRTHDAY MOM AND I LOVE YOU VERY MUCH!!!!!!! This is a poem especially for you

 

 

My mother is a special part
Of all that’s cherished in my heart,
She is my pearl, my soul, my mate;
She is the one to make life great.
She is an angel without the wings,
Who makes life special with the littlest things,

Whenever I’m in need of love,
She is there from the heavens above;
Whenever I’m in need of a shoulder,
There’s no one as devoted as my mother.

Her presence and love have always been there,
Everything in her nature is to only care.
With every soft hug and kiss
The world seems more beautiful and blessed.

I’m sorry for all the times I caused you pain,
But after these brief storms my love still remains.
I love you so much,
I will love you forever-
I wrote your name on my heart
And it will stay there forever, and ever…